donderdag 2 april 2015

a rainy week

it has been a rainy spring week
its more like autumn, with the wind playing with the tree's like leaves
in one hour we have had rain, sun, wind and storm.
the walks with ronja are cold but exciting
i listen to cw stoneking while watching her chasing leaves and kids
at night in bed i listen to the rain playing music on the roof


zaterdag 7 maart 2015

Addy van den Krommenacker Pop-up Store


some pictures from the opening of the pop-up store
from Addy van den Krommenacker, where Rein and I went to.
as you can see from the pictures it was quite a feminine and classy collection!
and ofcourse i look utterly uncomfortable on the last shot with Addy hahah
rein and i looked quite a bit misplaced between all the fancy people
but we made it through.
although, when a lady asked me 'from whom i was'
i heared myself answering; 'i'm from me!'
so. gotta work on advertising myself.

dinsdag 3 maart 2015

the night watch' thoughts

today me and Rein went to the opening of the pup-up store from Addy van den Krommenacker
(pictures from that day any soon here)
it was fancy, strange and pretty, the collection was very feminine.
 and even though it was all that
(and it was lovely to experience something like it)
i haven't felt that misplaced in years.
 don't take me wrong, it's not in a negative way
i believe it's good to put yourself outside of your comfort zone
but i wonder if i would ever truely fit inside the 'fashion scene'.
i am not great at advertising myself, which is something nessecary i believe.
but then, i am honest.
i won't pretend i am something i am not.
people might dislike my honesty from time to time
it's something i am often thinking about lately. 
i once read a book of Sophie Kinsella in which a writer ended up exposing
all the main characters' secrets through a character based on her in his book.
and at first she was embaressed and ashamed, but at some point he asked her why it was so bad
that people would know the actual truth about her.
and it made me think about why i would try to pretend something different, more or better than i am
i see so many people around me pretending to be someone they are not
that it makes me even more convinced that i will keep trying to be myself.
so. 
these are my night's watch thoughts.
i hope you have enjoyed them.
sleep tight, and dont let the bedbugs bite.

zaterdag 28 februari 2015

the waking walk

hahah, just look at that last picture of little bear ronja
that cheeky little face and those floppy ears, this picture just shows exactly how she is;
one happy, curious, cheeky, funny and enthousiastic!
a morning walk with her is the only thing that truely wakes me up after a night of strange dreams
in which i don't know weather i am actually sleeping or awake.

on monday me and rein are going to the opening of the pop-up store 
from Addy van den Krommenacker!
 i have been invited, and normally i don't go to anything i am invited to
because i don't feel like i actually know that much about 'fashion'
yet i do know Addy's work, and i actually love it.
so i'm pretty excited, and i'll be sure to take photo's over there
so i can show you what it was like (:

donderdag 19 februari 2015

de donkere hoed

a photoseries shot by Maaike de Jager from Uilskuiken
we had such good luck with the light that day!
these actually remind me of my old pictures, don't you think?

tonight i'm going to have dinner at ruud and kelsey, my old roommates.
i miss them sometimes, so it's lovely to be able to just visit for an evening
and even more good news, my best lovely friend Jolein is going to live here in Deventer as well!
this way we will see eachother much more often, and i can't wait.
i realise so often how much i need other people, 
and how much contact and communication means to me.
never underestimate those things

zondag 15 februari 2015

I can feel spring and it makes my heart sing

this week had a day on which i felt spring for the first time this year
even though there was a cold winter breeze, the sun broke through and was warm enough
to even walk around without a coat!
there's little flowers blooming in the park where ronja and i walk everyday
the swans in the lake have returned and are swimming proudly with their great white feathers
ronja and i spend a few hours with laila on her roof
sitting in the sun, sipping wine and watching ronja play with anything she could find
i took these pictures that day.
i feel so lucky and happy ever since ronja melle and i moved into our new home
and it is most lovely to have laila as my neighbour
i feel safe here.

woensdag 28 januari 2015

home is where Melle and Ronja are




i was just talking to my aunt at the phone
and i told her about my new home and how much i love it
but then she suddenly asked; 'but what is your Home now? with your parents or in Deventer?'
and i just realised that they're both my home
but in the end, i could call anything home as long as i have melle and ronja with me.

so as i promised, some more pictures from my first week in our new home
unfortunaly i don't have anything in better quality (except some more like the first picture, which Niek Doup took, i'll show you more from that later!) because i still dont own a camera. i'll try to borrow Ruud's.
we've had a lot of visitors! which is lovely. i almost haven't felt lonely yet, but when i do
i just run up the stairs with ronja in my arms to the appartment above me, where Laila lives, 
and then we drink tea or wine, listen to music and talk while ronja steals laila's socks and plays with them.
and every evening when i lay in bed and i look through my place
i can't help but feeling bliss, grateful and so happy that it makes me emotional.
oh gosh here i go again hahah

vrijdag 9 januari 2015

New Years' Eve || ONESIEPARTY!


i developed the pictures from our new years' eve!
and if i may say so, i think they turned out wonderfully hahah
especially because they're made with a disposable camera
it was so great to see how many people had come in a onesie
at some point we saw our neigbours across the street laughing
 at the sight of all these people in their fluffy outfits.
one big pyama party, and it was just lovely
best new years eve i've had in ages (:

as some of you might have already seen on my Instagram,
i have a great surprise;
i have found a new home, in the centrum of the city!
and oh gosh, it really is one of a kind, so beautiful!
i was looking for a new place to live for some months now
as i am living in a two-household-house, with four people and two animals
it was just getting overcrowded, especially since kelsey (ruuds' girlfriend) 
has moved in as well.
and it was time for me and my two monsters melle and ronja to move on
at first i was scared of having to live alone again
but after all, i am not alone, i have my fluffy family (:
and it will be much better for ronja, who doesn't really feel at home at ruuds'.
so oof, a new year, a new home!
i will be writing about, and posting pictures of my new place soon!
if you have any questions, feel free to ask underneath
and i'll try to answer as many of them in my next post!